I have shared about myself and what my life has been like over the past few months living with CPTSD. It seems to me writing here assists me so much. Seeing my thoughts/activities/feelings in print help me see how far I have come in my life with this illness. Learning to live my life accepting how I move through each day no matter how and what is happening in my life and life around me. I am proud of myself that I keep moving forward no matter how minuscule it may be.
Lets look at what is happening in the garden. Here in the Southern Hemisphere we being our Spring Season very soon; the problem tends to be I along with many others feel the days lengthen and see the weeds growing all the new growth everywhere. I feel the urge to sow seeds. I have to hold myself back and wait wait.. which I have been doing, today I intend to plant a few in pots to germinate in side.
Lets go for a walk around my gardens in the last few days of the yearly Winter season.
Down the side of the house I have my perfumed geranium which was damaged in the gale force winds we had recently, it looks a bit bedraggled. I would have pruned it myself, the weather having done it for me means one less item on my list for the garden.
The last two photos are of my red wattle tree. I was so sad to see that this young sapling had been badly damaged in the gale wind. I really hope that I can prune it and save this lovely tree.

Where land cleared of blackberries and old wattle trees 
Blackwood tree about to flower 
Blueberries, jostaberrie bushes and chook house 
Looking to wards house veggie garden 
Chooks dust bath area

Oh look capsicums/peppers left on bush..still going. 
Someone keeps eating my daisy bush I have to cage it 
Marigolds, garlic and rocket 
Walking onions 
Asparagus 
Wall flowers and captured white daisy 
Deck pots may bulbs 
View before trees get leaves 
Corn flower about to bloom

Daffodils 
More Daffodils under my lilac tree 
Deck garden more mini daffocils 



Sweet peas growing 
Lavender, pansies on the deck 
My other geranium has taken a beating it should recover well 
Under prepared veggie garden 
apple tree foreground peach back 
Peach flowers about to burst 
I have a thing for daffodils these are under my fig 
Fig in half barrel with daffodils near my water tank

My chooks free ranging on the dam wall 
Nettles they are not so good this year 
Rhubarb between chooks and wallabies a bit decimated 
Dead tree in my wood area that needs removing 
deck area garden someone has been eating my red flowering salvia. It should recover. 
Jonquils 
Native Hibiscus purple flower and Black wood tree that has grown so much this winter 
Cherry tree with buds

One of my plums I have been clearing around and prunning 
Hazlenut outside of chook run cleared blackberries 
Looking into chook run I need to extend fence so I can keep chooks inside. 



Busby looking at house 
another plum tree not cleared 
apple tree with daffodils minis and normal 
Plum tree in flower holds promise of more plums than ever before. 
More daffodils 
Wall flowers 
Looking at wine barrels protected from wallaby attack and deck garden
I feel like I have done very little during winter, yet when I review the photos I have been doing small things. On top of this each day I walk around and pull weeds out of the paddock area.
We have had a very wet few weeks very wet. This has made it more difficult to continue to clear around the fruit trees as the ground is too wet.
The joy of my garden and the hope that I will get seeds in and growing for my own vegetables and food. Rain and colder days are on the agenda for a few more days.
The chooks ahh the chooks sadly I have three roosters, and only five girls. Rupert has been amazing with the chicks but they have all grown up now and I have to attend to reducing the number of roosters, as they will be to much and to mean for the few girls I have. Sadly only one of the female chicks have survived to now. I also lost one of my original hens one of the brown girls. Penny I am not holding out any hope that she is nesting anywhere. My neighbours have also got new hens, and both my neighbour and I have noted that a Sea Eagle has been flying around everyday. This may be part of why my hens have disappeared along with one of the rooster chicks (perhaps not so bad one less for me to attend).
I have been taking my vitamin D as down here we have such low levels of sun over this time of year it is a necessity. It also helps with mood and lessening seasonal affective disorder. (SAD)
It is great to wake up each day, to see how beautiful my garden is looking. I am so thankful to have such a great area to create my space.
I am thankful to those of you who read my posts, blessings to You all. Tazzie

































































































































































































































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